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going to post a couple blogger posts nya... :D

self-hate is humanity's love lobotomy

eyes take the best snapshots
mirrors our cameras
life toying with our emotions
like lovers slave...

i behave for no one
i am not son
nor sun of earth
giver of life and rebirth
and afraid of the afterlife

death is just blood and guts
life is our breath
our words
memories nostalgic noise
of our neurons firing
for internal sirens
to sing and warn
our lives to live
despite dust
dirtying, toying or destroying
love's lack-luster
luminosity
temporarily or permanently...

without curiosity we'd have
no cat, nor rabbit
just god's bad habit's
playing eye tricks in dreams...

we could all live
longer if things seemed
less impossible,
time is always adding
and subtracting digits anyway...
words, the universe's
numeral orders for
men to follow without warning

women speak to beauty
in another language...
haunting their thoughts
even after grave

we all ask for our names to be remembered
and recalled before becoming bones
and dust under earth's crust.

gods lie.

heaven is the earth we keep trying
to escape from...
not learning our lessons
with expectation our highest attribute

animals and mammals live in harmony with
their orbit
but death haunts humans
in our waking present
when time is now and the future is a myth...

"we are here on the earth to fart around,
don't let anyone tell you any different..." -k.v.


each and every human being
is a different species...
a dying breed in need of
love and shelter when
shit gets all
helter skelter...

Apr. 17th, 2011

i am not this skin

or hair that i bare

so don't even begin

to think me too thin

when i eat what i dare

without care or pain

to weight lost or gained

i put everything on the table

i am not a product label

honesty is my policy and badge of honor

do not ponder my ability

just get real with me

i am not a defect or reject

just a by-product of my

natural habitat

and that's that...

riddle solved...

i know why a raven is like a writing desk. because both run the risk of becoming extinct in the future. no one really hand writes letters anymore... and people's fear of the black stigma of the raven will cause them to one day disappear... like bees. bees aren't just dying off, we're killing them because we think they're "AFRICANIZED" and gunna kill us. this country's fucked up.
Why do I even still have this?
this day in tweets...

  • 11:44 Well... @MinnieTheMooch I think I've been looking pretty good lately and I'm not getting laid either. We just look good all the time? haha! #
  • 11:59 oh last.fm someone said to me "I would like to have furious sex with you " I said "Only if it's furious"... ahhh the internets. #
  • 12:11 @wintermuted two words... slam fucking #
  • 12:48 wait! @ArtistTone have you seen Automaton Transfusion? It was terrible!!! #
  • 12:54 I want this!!! RT @dornobdesign Green Bathroom Rug: a Mat Made from Real Moss | dornob tinyurl.com/cvr35o (via @tweetmeme) #
  • 13:38 @Smash_Ville where are you taking a train to? #
  • 13:42 I thought .com and .org and the same time so I typed .corn (the n was a typo... I think I was going for .corm) #
  • 14:13 The Taco Bell drive through by my house gets to see me in all kinds of dress and undress. Think I'll change out of pjs this time... #
  • 14:18 @griefshare you owe me a beer! hahahaha! you had me get you one, and then you ran off! #
  • 16:07 Alright... I've got to get ready for work. #
  • 22:28 I am @work wishing i was @home haha #
  • 00:57 Just got home from work. I feel completely lame and bummed out. Now I'll either read, sleep, or play tetris. Maybe all. At once. Right now. #
  • 00:59 I just saw that the lion king musical is playing in las vegas... thanks last.fm I should go to that with my best friend one of these days. #
  • 01:09 I think reading is going to win this war. Remind me to eventually purchase all of the chuck palahniuk novels #
  • 01:55 @seangunn that would be a pretty stubby dick then. I'll give you credit, the number 3 does kinda look like a nutsack... #
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this day in tweets...

  • 09:33 I'm an unwashed bum currently for my day job... but I should clean up nicely for J Dee's tonight. (I hope) #
  • 11:45 I'm kinda bummed out that my cat back home at my mom's house might have cancer of the foot. :( #
  • 12:31 eating mcdonalds and feeling like I've failed the universe somehow... #
  • 13:43 Show tonight at J Dee's!!! bit.ly/oosrQ #
  • 13:46 RT @anticon tonight in LA... yoni wolf of WHY? guest djs and serengeti performs at the hyperion tavern. 21+, free. bit.ly/1i6XXx #
  • 14:21 @rainnwilson and unwashed hipsters... #
  • 14:28 Tomorrow I'll figure out when I can pose for this one artist again. At least it's whoring myself for art. Also- see about an art show maybe? #
  • 14:30 The artist has a gallery in palm springs... we've talked before about showing my art there. I think my newer stuff would be perfect! #
  • 15:32 going to play guitar hero cause I suck at it and then take a shower and get ready for tonight? Sounds good. #
  • 17:12 Let's see if tonight I either a) some girl overtly grabs my ass or b) some obvious bro tries to make a move. You stay classy, JDee's Landing #
  • 17:28 tonight I'm going out wearing less than 5 colours. I think that's an accomplishment. It's Daikon at a lower saturation. #
  • 18:47 @ZappELee awww I'm jealous. #
  • 19:11 REALISTIC COCK CAKE bit.ly/xEmGy and bit.ly/XNUyS #
  • 19:25 blowdrying my hair... right now I look like farrah fawcett if farrah fawcett had an afro. Not cool. #
  • 22:24 Okay, i want to go home. #
  • 01:30 There isn't enough places open in indio that's either 24hrs or open late. Cat City is where it's at. Dammit! #
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this day in tweets...

  • 03:16 eating animal cookies, preparing for bed #
  • 13:58 I need to clean and maybe eat something but all I feel like doing is sleeping again. #
  • 14:45 I think I'm going to make beef stroganoff today... bit.ly/KB2mT #
  • 14:46 I should eat it while playing tetris as both are russian #
  • 14:52 I think I might try making it without the creme of mushroom soup. I think if I sautee mushrooms myself, the soup is pointless. #
  • 16:58 #inaperfectworld we wouldn't die of heart ache #
  • 17:09 food was a success. I am happy. #
  • 17:44 I would post a recipe somewheres but I tend to by taste/smell and I wouldn't be able to provide measurements... #
  • 18:03 Pyramid changed the named of some of their beers. The Hefe is called Haywire now and it's sooo fucking good. #
  • 18:08 I miss the old packaging though... #
  • 20:21 Guitar Hero is fun in a horrible horrible way. Also- I'm not quite drunk yet. #
  • 21:04 will you still love me tomorrow~? #
  • 21:25 I suck at guitar hero. #
  • 21:48 Playing warhammer! wooo-hoo! nerding it up! #
  • 22:16 I will pillage your village! #
  • 23:30 @zappelee fantasy roleplay #
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this day in tweets...

  • 11:45 NACHO NACHO HAAAAT bit.ly/DAPgy #
  • 11:50 This song has sorta been in my head for about a week. It always gives me chills! bit.ly/MUb4O #
  • 12:30 I'm finally trying to get some musics back on my computer. I plan on getting an external soon, just so I can save my precious babies... #
  • 12:46 I'm so sick of seeing white girls on the internet trying to pull of the "gothic lolita" look. #
  • 13:30 I feel like sleeping today away. #
  • 15:57 Mmm open faced club sandwedge... #
  • 16:22 listening to the why? alopecia demos... #
  • 16:51 lost like a snake skin in high grass #
  • 16:55 Oh snap! I think I need to go to the swap meet tonight. For churros? For churros... or bbq corn... #
  • 20:17 I want to go to karaoke. Anyone want to join me? #
  • 21:58 my headspace is suffering from woe #
  • 22:12 Audio: Broken Crow from WHY?’s Almost Live from Anna’s Cabin… one of my favorite songs right now. Please... tumblr.com/xkz22t3qi #
  • 22:47 I just made a cup of black coffee... I guess I'm not planning on sleeping tonight. Maybe I'll watch twin peaks and wish for pie. #
  • 22:54 Photo: Going to drink some black coffee and watch twin peaks -more photos here  bit.ly/duhzD tumblr.com/xkz22tiba #
  • 23:41 twitpic.com/7oywz - Little sketch #
  • 23:57 A professional in an ape suit is still a professional - Marge Simpson #
  • 00:16 twitpic.com/7p0mq - #
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this day in tweets...

  • 10:21 Collages of Currency... oh internet how you love me bit.ly/GTM34 #
  • 11:12 Fell asleep last night reading Palahniuk. Luckily I am pretty good at remembering where I am in a book when my saved page gets lost. #
  • 11:31 NEON NEON is totally a guilty pleasure... #
  • 11:34 This video is amazing. Yoni Wolf is a fucking genius! bit.ly/M6oKK #
  • 11:41 @bunnycartoon omg you two are adorable!!!!!! #
  • 11:54 hey @dailydaresblog we need to go see themselves on 7/28 and 7/29! bit.ly/cfouj #
  • 00:49 I desire tacos... but do I have the drive... the desire... to drive to del taco and secure me some? Probably not. I shall go... TACOLESS! #
  • 00:53 I'll keep saying it... but WHY?'s almost live from anna's cabin is fucking amazing. A-MAZE-ING. It's awesome songs made even better!!! #
  • 02:26 I have a really ill-headed feeling right now. #
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